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Wednesday, February 15, 2012, 6:15 AM Is there a soulmate for everyone Maybe there isnta thing as a soulmate..your meant to fall in love with someone and get married.I dont feel myself/my life fulled with him.Instead i feel like its half empty.It still doesnt feel right because if this is meant to be real love,its not what ive always hope and dream of. everything doesnt seem real.It doesnt feel pure and heartlifting. Its funny how I wanted to leave him a loong time but yet im still with him. Im not afraid of being lonely like how i was in the past,i wont feel empty without him but yet I cant bear to get out either.Weird isnt it? I know i deserve better.A man with more compassion,love,sensitive who respects and treats me well but yet im still someone like him. Maybe there isnt such a thing as soulmate. Even til this day i still think about shahrin and ashraf but they have both moved on.They looked happy with their gfs now. How i wish i have a man with the kindness,patience, respect and faithfullness like ashraf and the laid-back,interesting,easy going personality like Shah combine. Then Mr Right will be just too perfect right? There is no such thing as perfection in life. And yes,i do feel a bit jealous and regret. Well a young lady has a bit too much to ask for right?? Sigh.Smile. im smiling more nowadays. Whenever theres troubles ill just say encouraging words to myself and smile.Because no one,no man nor woman can make me feel bad unless i allow.Im not letting that happen. |
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BellaI am 19 and talented. I like to read and sing. Living an ordinary life with ups and downs Maybe a little dramatic that average Hmmm, this words couldnt possibly encompass who I am. Hopefully this will help u to have a slight glimpse of my CRAZY life. Wishlist
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012, 6:15 AM Is there a soulmate for everyone Maybe there isnta thing as a soulmate..your meant to fall in love with someone and get married.I dont feel myself/my life fulled with him.Instead i feel like its half empty.It still doesnt feel right because if this is meant to be real love,its not what ive always hope and dream of. everything doesnt seem real.It doesnt feel pure and heartlifting. Its funny how I wanted to leave him a loong time but yet im still with him. Im not afraid of being lonely like how i was in the past,i wont feel empty without him but yet I cant bear to get out either.Weird isnt it? I know i deserve better.A man with more compassion,love,sensitive who respects and treats me well but yet im still someone like him. Maybe there isnt such a thing as soulmate. Even til this day i still think about shahrin and ashraf but they have both moved on.They looked happy with their gfs now. How i wish i have a man with the kindness,patience, respect and faithfullness like ashraf and the laid-back,interesting,easy going personality like Shah combine. Then Mr Right will be just too perfect right? There is no such thing as perfection in life. And yes,i do feel a bit jealous and regret. Well a young lady has a bit too much to ask for right?? Sigh.Smile. im smiling more nowadays. Whenever theres troubles ill just say encouraging words to myself and smile.Because no one,no man nor woman can make me feel bad unless i allow.Im not letting that happen. |
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