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Thursday, September 30, 2010, 4:49 AM May these never happen to me My brother agreed on these.. The reason why people dont find true love nowadays its because when they come of age people will marry whoever they are with for fear that no one wants to get married to them because of old age and the common cases is that they just love their partners partially and is actually in lov e with someone else. People who find true love or lets say their rightful life partner will go out of their way to find the person. Asians marry out of fear. Western marry for love. Thats why we asian has an alarming amount of divorce rates. Im going to stick to these believes. Labels: NOTE TO LOVE , 4:16 AM Irony Was randomly singing some backstreet boy songs (yes i know its old school,hate it or like it i do listen to it at times). I cant remember the title of the song now, and the irony of it is that the songs has some lyric with the words (a week) or something and its Exactly a week that i have not seen him. Today after a few days, I broke down.Me a person who rarely does it broke down-again. For the countless times. And the other thing that I dislike is people who wants to get close to you and use all those words like gorgeous or what soo ever shits.C'mon farhan!! Im 18 not 14 I got over you 2 years ago! Im 18 and more wiser and experience. Those flirting is not going to ignite old flames ok? geddit?!?!?! And you moron! If i tell you that I want to only make friends with people who purely wants friendship and not some dirty talk or sexual relationship you have to respect my wishes.And treat me with fucking respect! Until then, your one of the *$&# that im going to IGNORE! &%(& insensitive I am still in love with someone else ok? Fad ask me out next saturday,he used to like me when i was wth ashraf but I dont like him more than a friend and still dont.Im not going to be with someone out of pity-someone told me that.. You know, you have NOO idea how much i miss Shahrin,im really controlling myself not to meet him or even tell him how i feel again..Im really trying to give him time and space.. Tuesday, September 28, 2010, 6:38 PM LOVE If one day i tell you,I love you it means that i accept the person that you are and i dont wish to change you to someone else. It means that i love you wholeheartedly and wish to stand by you through your worst of times..not mocking or looking down on you but giving you support,words of encouragement and even wiping away your tears. It also means that i care to fight for what we have and, and that i love you soo much to not let you go. It means loving you when you had a bad hair day,forgot to brush your teeth and even if you have trouble at work/school,in a bad mood and yell at me when you reached home.. Ill just laugh it off again..because i know how you feel,how tired you are,how your back aches,how stressed you are wth the work, And i also know that at the end of the day,When the problems are solved.This things makes us stronger as a couple.As partners.As friends.As companions.As tag team members.As soulmates.. Labels: NOTE TO LOVE , 5:20 PM Black phase of life something really bad happend lately..wth financial problems and BGR i just crashed down when talking on the phone wth ashraf..i told him wateva that happened.. At a time like this like how it has always been in the past, ashraf was there for me..The only difference is his my frieend. Zul is like trying to get me back or watsoever shits.. No way am i falling for it unless i intend to play him out. Some guy wants to know me on FB but right now to me BGR can wait.. Although i kind of miss shah Friday, September 24, 2010, 4:34 AM 24/9/09 Shahrin Different.Unique.All rounded.Smart.Talented.Addictive Cologne.Sexy chuckle.Funny.Gentle.Rough.Tall.Nice voice.(Able to click-Bond)=KEEPER Wat happened? We dated for a month.Wat happened? His feelings changed.More? Ill tell next time.Wat could possibly went wrong? We or maybe I didnt take it slow. First date Esplanade Baybeats Last? What i want to do? Give him time and space How i feel? Sad.Relieved.Hopeful.Tired.Pain. I mean seriously how do u feel about him? Do i really have to say? Ok fine. I love him alot.I know i have very strong feelings for him.I want to be there for him. Any lessons learned? Always takes thing slow.Accept ppl for their flaws if you expect them to do the same.Forget about ur secret wish N if you wanna have lotsa Bf's prepare for LOTS of heartbreak..Thinking about it..Ill pass = ) How long do you intend to wait? Im an impatient person at times.MOST OF THE TIME.Soo, this would be a challenge. What happened to zul? Tried asking me back.Rejected that moron.Worthless cock sucker. How its gonna turn out? I dont know. How i want things to turn out? The way i want them to. Will it work out? I dont know. |
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Thursday, September 30, 2010, 4:49 AM May these never happen to me My brother agreed on these.. The reason why people dont find true love nowadays its because when they come of age people will marry whoever they are with for fear that no one wants to get married to them because of old age and the common cases is that they just love their partners partially and is actually in lov e with someone else. People who find true love or lets say their rightful life partner will go out of their way to find the person. Asians marry out of fear. Western marry for love. Thats why we asian has an alarming amount of divorce rates. Im going to stick to these believes. Labels: NOTE TO LOVE , 4:16 AM Irony Was randomly singing some backstreet boy songs (yes i know its old school,hate it or like it i do listen to it at times). I cant remember the title of the song now, and the irony of it is that the songs has some lyric with the words (a week) or something and its Exactly a week that i have not seen him. Today after a few days, I broke down.Me a person who rarely does it broke down-again. For the countless times. And the other thing that I dislike is people who wants to get close to you and use all those words like gorgeous or what soo ever shits.C'mon farhan!! Im 18 not 14 I got over you 2 years ago! Im 18 and more wiser and experience. Those flirting is not going to ignite old flames ok? geddit?!?!?! And you moron! If i tell you that I want to only make friends with people who purely wants friendship and not some dirty talk or sexual relationship you have to respect my wishes.And treat me with fucking respect! Until then, your one of the *$&# that im going to IGNORE! &%(& insensitive I am still in love with someone else ok? Fad ask me out next saturday,he used to like me when i was wth ashraf but I dont like him more than a friend and still dont.Im not going to be with someone out of pity-someone told me that.. You know, you have NOO idea how much i miss Shahrin,im really controlling myself not to meet him or even tell him how i feel again..Im really trying to give him time and space.. Tuesday, September 28, 2010, 6:38 PM LOVE If one day i tell you,I love you it means that i accept the person that you are and i dont wish to change you to someone else. It means that i love you wholeheartedly and wish to stand by you through your worst of times..not mocking or looking down on you but giving you support,words of encouragement and even wiping away your tears. It also means that i care to fight for what we have and, and that i love you soo much to not let you go. It means loving you when you had a bad hair day,forgot to brush your teeth and even if you have trouble at work/school,in a bad mood and yell at me when you reached home.. Ill just laugh it off again..because i know how you feel,how tired you are,how your back aches,how stressed you are wth the work, And i also know that at the end of the day,When the problems are solved.This things makes us stronger as a couple.As partners.As friends.As companions.As tag team members.As soulmates.. Labels: NOTE TO LOVE , 5:20 PM Black phase of life something really bad happend lately..wth financial problems and BGR i just crashed down when talking on the phone wth ashraf..i told him wateva that happened.. At a time like this like how it has always been in the past, ashraf was there for me..The only difference is his my frieend. Zul is like trying to get me back or watsoever shits.. No way am i falling for it unless i intend to play him out. Some guy wants to know me on FB but right now to me BGR can wait.. Although i kind of miss shah Friday, September 24, 2010, 4:34 AM 24/9/09 Shahrin Different.Unique.All rounded.Smart.Talented.Addictive Cologne.Sexy chuckle.Funny.Gentle.Rough.Tall.Nice voice.(Able to click-Bond)=KEEPER Wat happened? We dated for a month.Wat happened? His feelings changed.More? Ill tell next time.Wat could possibly went wrong? We or maybe I didnt take it slow. First date Esplanade Baybeats Last? What i want to do? Give him time and space How i feel? Sad.Relieved.Hopeful.Tired.Pain. I mean seriously how do u feel about him? Do i really have to say? Ok fine. I love him alot.I know i have very strong feelings for him.I want to be there for him. Any lessons learned? Always takes thing slow.Accept ppl for their flaws if you expect them to do the same.Forget about ur secret wish N if you wanna have lotsa Bf's prepare for LOTS of heartbreak..Thinking about it..Ill pass = ) How long do you intend to wait? Im an impatient person at times.MOST OF THE TIME.Soo, this would be a challenge. What happened to zul? Tried asking me back.Rejected that moron.Worthless cock sucker. How its gonna turn out? I dont know. How i want things to turn out? The way i want them to. Will it work out? I dont know. |
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