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Thursday, July 15, 2010, 1:54 PM Past n Present A month ago.. i met this guy.. whwn he came into my life,everything was almost perfect.. whwne he got on board that plane..everything changed.. at first things were'nt too bad...then it got worst... i couldnt cope wth it at first..i was a bit weak..i admit. when u think u have found that almost perfect someone,no matter how bad it is u just dont want to let go.. when he left,i missed terribbly!! after a while i somehow prepared myself for the worst..i learned not to put soo much hope into someone but at the same time love the person.. when i initiated it and he agreed.i wasn't shock or surprised. i coped wth the situation v well i can say.. now, i still think of him often.. but im learning to live wtht him.. learning to start dating again... i learned a lesson.. in fact, i think meeting him n getting my heart broken wasnt a curse or bad luck or by chance.. i think it happened for a reason. i learned something when i was wth fuad. when i was wth hafiz,ashraf,zulfaqar,khalid.. im going to write a book about it.. its like my self reference book.. if i ever happen to fall for someone soon.. ill look at this book for help.. ill warn myself.advise myself. learn from the things ive been through.. life is EXTREMELY BUSY nowadays.. im in the west side story musical,acapella..alot of commitments..vv.hectic.. but il cope though i know i will..*winks* |
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BellaI am 19 and talented. I like to read and sing. Living an ordinary life with ups and downs Maybe a little dramatic that average Hmmm, this words couldnt possibly encompass who I am. Hopefully this will help u to have a slight glimpse of my CRAZY life. Wishlist
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Thursday, July 15, 2010, 1:54 PM Past n Present A month ago.. i met this guy.. whwn he came into my life,everything was almost perfect.. whwne he got on board that plane..everything changed.. at first things were'nt too bad...then it got worst... i couldnt cope wth it at first..i was a bit weak..i admit. when u think u have found that almost perfect someone,no matter how bad it is u just dont want to let go.. when he left,i missed terribbly!! after a while i somehow prepared myself for the worst..i learned not to put soo much hope into someone but at the same time love the person.. when i initiated it and he agreed.i wasn't shock or surprised. i coped wth the situation v well i can say.. now, i still think of him often.. but im learning to live wtht him.. learning to start dating again... i learned a lesson.. in fact, i think meeting him n getting my heart broken wasnt a curse or bad luck or by chance.. i think it happened for a reason. i learned something when i was wth fuad. when i was wth hafiz,ashraf,zulfaqar,khalid.. im going to write a book about it.. its like my self reference book.. if i ever happen to fall for someone soon.. ill look at this book for help.. ill warn myself.advise myself. learn from the things ive been through.. life is EXTREMELY BUSY nowadays.. im in the west side story musical,acapella..alot of commitments..vv.hectic.. but il cope though i know i will..*winks* |
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