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Wednesday, May 05, 2010, 3:10 PM have you felt like ur on top of the world for 1 moment and the next, it just goes crashing down? well then maybe you have a vague idea of how i felt... i felt smething which i didnt felt 4 a REALLY long time..i cant really describe what is was but if im not mistaken its almost enlightenment.. almost but not to that climax yet..not climax as in a sexual way, but like hitting the highest happiest point. and when things come crashing down,its like a stab in the chest.a pain you can feel physically but emotionally..u cant cry even though u want to.. and right now the only thing which can describe that feeling is the rain which i can smell and see..rain keeps on pouring...even though it stops raining, the afterward effect of it is evident and the dews keep falling...an empty bucket that is pouring and pouring no matter how empty it is.. well maybe there are more than 1 bucket but lots and lots of it..and there are still more tears to cry next time and its not the end of things..maybe the rain brings a sunshine..maybe Labels: My first post |
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BellaI am 19 and talented. I like to read and sing. Living an ordinary life with ups and downs Maybe a little dramatic that average Hmmm, this words couldnt possibly encompass who I am. Hopefully this will help u to have a slight glimpse of my CRAZY life. Wishlist
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Wednesday, May 05, 2010, 3:10 PM have you felt like ur on top of the world for 1 moment and the next, it just goes crashing down? well then maybe you have a vague idea of how i felt... i felt smething which i didnt felt 4 a REALLY long time..i cant really describe what is was but if im not mistaken its almost enlightenment.. almost but not to that climax yet..not climax as in a sexual way, but like hitting the highest happiest point. and when things come crashing down,its like a stab in the chest.a pain you can feel physically but emotionally..u cant cry even though u want to.. and right now the only thing which can describe that feeling is the rain which i can smell and see..rain keeps on pouring...even though it stops raining, the afterward effect of it is evident and the dews keep falling...an empty bucket that is pouring and pouring no matter how empty it is.. well maybe there are more than 1 bucket but lots and lots of it..and there are still more tears to cry next time and its not the end of things..maybe the rain brings a sunshine..maybe Labels: My first post |
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